
Bubba Free John, 1973. "His Life has been, as He Says, "an
adventure and unfolding in the 'Bright" - the Radiance and
Bliss and Love of the God State that He also describes as
the Divine Shakti" Bubba Discusses
"The
Bright"
The Knee of Listening is determined
to communicate about "the Bright" again and again, in many
ways, to describe what this term means, what this condition
is. So it is not meant to be completely described in the
first section of the book. And it is always described from
an experiential point of view, from the point of view of the
various phenomena related to it. Therefore, the term "the
Bright" is used in different ways throughout the book.
Sometimes it is written with a capital "B," sometimes it is
written with a small "b." But it is always meant to be
essentially the same term. Sometimes it is used as an
equivalent for "Amrita Nadi." Sometimes it is used as an
equivalent for the Heart, meaning, though, the Heart in the
midst of its reflected consciousness or light. It is most
often used to refer to the Bright of consciousness, the
subtle light of consciousness, the intuition of
God-light. Essentially the Bright is the
intuition of the uncreated light of God. Perhaps various
phenomenal manifestations of this light are associated with
it, as I have described. The God-light is the reflection of
Real-God. The Bright is the reflection of the Heart. It is
all a duplication of the ultimate structure. In the first
three pages of The Knee of Listening the Bright is described
in terms of the whole mechanism of the perception of the
God-light, the reflected light or creative conscious-force,
as it appears in the various functions of the descending and
ascending mechanisms of man. "As a baby, I remember crawling
around inquisitively with an incredible sense of joy, light,
and freedom in the middle of my head. It was bathed in
energies moving freely down from above, up, around, and down
through my body and my heart. It was an expanding sphere of
joy from the Heart. And I was a radiant form, a source of
energy, bliss, and light. I was the power of reality, a
direct enjoyment and communication. I was the Heart who
lightens the mind and all things." Fundamentally, the condition that is
being described here is that of the Amrita Nadi, the
complete realization of the Heart, or Real-God, which
includes the intuition of Real God, the Bright or God-light,
and the relation between these. So Amrita Nadi is the fundamental
enjoyment from the beginning. And the term "the Bright" is
used to mean the entire enjoyment of Amrita Nadi. It is also
meant to refer to the peculiar quality of the intuited light
of consciousness. But, as you see in this case, it is always
related to the Heart as its foundation. Its foundation is in
the Heart. Its center is in the midst of the Heart. That
awareness, that conscious enjoyment in space, centered in
the midst of the Heart, is the Bright. It is the entire
source of humor. It is reality. It is not separate from
anything. This is the nature of that humor. "Very early in life, I conceived
the purpose in the Bright. It was to restore humor.
Throughout my life, I have been moved to find and
communicate the fundamental source of humor to others. It
appeared in many forms, as enjoyment, laughter, faith,
knowledge, but at last it has only one form, which is
reality itself." And then there is another
description of the Bright, meaning Amrita Nadi, or the full
realization and intuition of the real condition: "On the level of my earliest
recognition of it, it was my simple state, my common state,
my ordinary state. There was nothing peculiar about it from
my point of view, nothing special about it. It was
consciousness itself, prior to any experience. But it was
not distinct from my life. It was not mysterious or awesome.
There was no shadow, nothing hidden in it. It was not
motivated. It knew no beyond. It had no sense of time, nor
had it yet begun to feel any kind of confusion or identity
with existence as personality and experience. It was an
operating center, without dilemma or unconsciousness. It
knew no divisions in itself. Many energies were communicated
within it. There was joy in the body, its light cell life,
its respiration and circulation of force and pleasure. There
was a current of energy in the heart that rose into the head
through the throat. And there was an energy below the heart
that rose up into it from below. There was a surrounding
energy that was spaceless, but which had a locus above the
head. And all of these energies were a single current of
life and light in the heart that was reflected as enjoyment
in the head. That form of consciousness was bright, silent,
spaceless, full, knowing only and entirely this thing
itself, and seeing no problem, no separation in the fact of
life. " The thrust of this first chapter is
to describe, in experiential terms, without philosophical
justification, this condition, which is the very same
condition that is described throughout the book. The chapter
ends, "But my first twenty years were the gradual
undermining of this certain existence by all of the ordinary
and traditional means of life." This is the complication,
part of the complication of birth. This is the karmic
complication that produces the adventure that follows from
this point. Because this condition, that was simply enjoyed
from the beginning, turned out by observation not to be the
condition allowable in this world. It was not the condition
that people allowed one to live. It was not the condition
that people lived. It was not the state that was
acknowledged in the world. it was not the premise of
ordinary activity. So all of the ordinary and traditional
means of life gradually undermined the simple living of this
condition, and forced it to become realized. In other words,
instead of simply being lived as a prior state, it had to be
brought into life. It had to move into life, transform the
vehicles of life, and present itself to life. So this is the
thrust of the rest of the autobiography, the work or
adventure of realizing or bringing into life this prior
enjoyment. The world, then, provides all of the
various obstacles or alternatives to this enjoyment. There
are two major things communicated in this chapter. The first
is Amrita Nadi, rooted in the Heart. The term "the Bright"
is used to refer to it as well as to the reflected light
above. And the second discovered reality as Bright was is
this notion of humor, this purpose that was in the Bright,
this purpose in the very nature of it appears in the world.
The purpose of the to restore humor, or to restore the world
to this enjoyment. So there are two movements in my
life as it is described in these first pages. The first is
this adventure of realization, of bringing into life of this
prior enjoyment. And that is an activity I performed in
relation to the vehicles I was living. The other is the
larger purpose relative to the whole of life, to all other
beings, and that is to restore humor, or to bring this
realization into the condition of life for all other
beings.
Carolyn
Lee - Free Daist Magazine
I called the most subtle
region the "Bright," because it is only Light. All of life
descends from it, and returns to it in a continuous cycle,
conducting it as force, becoming movement and form. But even
this Light is a reflection of the Heart, unqualified
existence, just as the moon reflects the sun. This Heart,
which is the source of all light and life, and of which
every thing is the reflection, is itself without quality.
But the Heart, the Light and the Life are all included and
transcended in that which is very Truth, the Great Form.
The
Method of the Siddhas - Chapter 10
The Knee of Listening,
page 9.
The Knee of Listening,
page 10
The Knee of Listening,
page 10-11
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