Paradox of Instruction - Contents

Introduction
The Western Face of God
Prologue
1.
The Paradox of Instruction
2. The Ground and Root of This Instruction
3. What is Truth
Chapter 1
Awakening from the Dream of Subjectivity
Chapter 2
Principles of the Teaching: The Paradox of Contradiction
The World Is Not Material, But Psycho-Physical
Ego Is Not an Entity, But an Activity
Radical Ignorance Is Truth
Realization of Truth Is Free of All Subjectivity, All Knowledge, and All Experience
A Further Summation of the Teaching
The Sacrifice of the Heart
Chapter 3
Introduction
The Great Path of Return vs the Radical Path of Understanding
Chapter 4
The Principles of the Practice:
The Paradox of Infinite Expansion
The Four Stages of the Translation of Man into God
The Essential and Progressive Practices, to be lived as sacrifice to the Spiritual Master, of the states in The Way of Ignorance
The Way of Re-Cognition
The Seahorse: the Hidden Structure of All Experience

Chapter 5
Identification of the Beloved Is the Principle of Spiritual Life
Invitation

 


Chapter 2

The conditions of experience are summarized in the Teaching. The summary of conditions is a summary or circle of pairs, of contradictions. When the whole affair of arising is clearly seen, it is felt as an irreducible dilemma. Experience, in itself, is futile, unrelieved, contradicted. Therefore, we are moved to the Principle of Freedom.

The experience of the devotee duplicates the field of contradictions, even in the case of Realization in Truth. Except the devotee has Realized the Paradoxical nature of all pairs. When contradiction becomes paradox, the strife of time and space becomes overwhelmingly beautiful, and the devotee begins to contemplate in the Humor of our God.

Bubba Free John


PRINCIPLES OF THE TEACHING

THE PARADOX OF CONTRADICTIONS

Divine Ignorance is the single principle underlying the entire Teaching and practice of the Way of life communicated and lived by Bubba Free John. "No matter what arises, we do not know, what it is" - such is the native Condition of all beings. Divine Ignorance itself cannot be known or explained, but it is the Condition of Radiance or Love that is the Nature and Form of the Godman or Spiritual Master as well as the core and practice of the Teaching. We cannot attain it or describe it; Ignorance is simply the present, root Condition of all conditions, all worlds, all living processes, all moments. In the following essays, Bubba summarizes the essential principles of this Divine Condition and the spiritual practice that derives from its intuition.

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THE WORLD IS NOT MATERIAL, BUT PSYCHO-PHYSICAL

2.1

Since Truth is the Condition of all arising, direct Realization of Truth must be possible, essential, and necessary under ordinary or random present conditions, and not merely or especially under extraordinary or strategically attained conditions. Truth is not an independent condition, but the Condition of every condition. Therefore, it is not a matter of future, progressive, or strategic attainment. It is a matter of radical intuition in the present instant, whatever conditions are associated with this instant. Therefore, the Realization of Truth is not itself an experience, a condition among conditions, nor is it necessarily associated with any extraordinary phenomena. It is not itself a matter of feeling energies, or seeing sights or visions, or of extraordinary hearing, or taste, or smell. Nor is it a matter of any thought, or projection into any kind of environment, high or low, subtle or solid. It is a matter of intuitive abiding in the unqualified Condition on which the present conditions are a play. And it is a matter of being free, moment to moment, of the limiting power or the force of implication and contraction generated by the events or qualifications of every instant of experience.

When such Realization becomes native to us under all conditions, a new and perfect Destiny is resurrected from the stream of consciousness, or the uncaused chain of subject-object relations in all realms. That Destiny is the same as the Intuition of Truth. But it may or may not be associated with any events, since Truth is not associated with any event by necessity.

2.2

The waking world is not a "place," an "earth," but a realm, an indefinite dimension, just as the condition or region into which you enter in dreams is a dimensionless realm. It is not fixed, like a moon or any object, but it is fluid. It is operative as a play of possibility, rather than fixed mechanical destiny. And its conditions in every moment arise not merely according to physical laws, but psycho-physical laws. The universes in which earth appears are a psycho-physical system (psycho-spacial and psycho-temporal), not a mere physical or material one. The same world or realm, in other of its aspects, is seen in dreams and sleeping too. This view is ancient and must be tested. It is native to man and makes him wonder, fear, seek, and hide.

Every man represents only a limited realization of the psycho-physical scheme of appearances. The more psychic or conscious he becomes, the more he sees the world as a Psychic or Conscious Process. It is not only the man who is -a psycho-physical process. His world is also. Free life begins only when we begin to operate from this profound premise. This thesis is itself the most significant consideration of man. To enter into the Truth of our condition we must enter into psychic, heart-felt relationship with the world. Then we see not only the body of the world, but its mind also, its subjective or subtle places, and its degrees of self.

But when even this soulful knowing shows itself to be suffering, then Enjoyment is awake, prior to the birth of worlds, and beings, and you that contemplates the Mystery. The waking world is a psycho physical realm. Everything appears, then, as in dreams, in correspondence with the tendencies, high and low, which are the individual. When this becomes clear, one ceases to identify with preferences, judgments, perceptions, reactions, experiences, forms of knowing, or the pursuit of strategies, high or low, since it is all illusory, changing, and held in place by these very actions. When you awaken, you are no longer concerned about the dream world, since it is all phantoms, created in a moment by tendencies that are the real creators of every circumstance of dreams. Just so, when this waking world is seen truly, it becomes clear that the phantoms of its appearance are endless, appearing out of a formless depth, and that true responsibility is relative to the forces of one's own apparent psycho-physical activity, which creates the theatre and calls up all that is good or bad. The realm itself is not to be valued or rejected in terms of any of its content. The realm cannot even be defined. Where do you dream? Where is a place? Rather, one's own action, one's very self must be seen as contraction. There must be awakening, through Ignorance, to that Condition which is prior to the Play. Such is the only real responsibility. The rest is the destiny of complication. When the true Condition is realized, the reality of all distractions, of self, of action, of world, of God apart, is undone. There is no necessity to the dream, but there is apparent persistence of the dream. See it truly and abide in the Presence and Radiance that is Real. That Communion is truly awake, even as the dream conventions remain, since it notices nothing, but abides as itself, whatever arises.

We appear in this waking world by the very same process by which we appear in dreams. And the solid waking world is, when seen in Truth, no more real, necessary, fixed, significant, or true than any random dream place. When this begins to become even a little obvious, a process of awakening has begun, similar to waking in the morning from your dreams. When you begin to suspect your life a little, then you begin to become distracted by another and formless dimension, much as the sleeper begins to sense his bed cloth, his solid body, and his room. At that point, one may become sensitive to the Spiritual Master, the Presence of the Condition of things, one who is already awake, the paradoxical man. He is, in person, that dimension which is Truth. He calls you constantly and roughens your feet. He intensifies the sunlight in your room. He does not awaken you to another place or dream, as if your mother shakes you awake to play in rooms protected or threatened by your father. Rather, he serves an awakening in which there is no realm, no implication, and no adventure. He does not awaken you to another place. He awakens you in place, so that even while the dream of living survives, the destiny or even noticing of all effects escapes you.

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EGO IS NOT AN ENTITY, BUT AN ACTIVITY

2.3

Our suffering is single, but so true of us it is everywhere and universally displayed. We are each one possessed of a lie, believed from our experience. Our experience, however factual, is not Truth. The lie is not merely subjective, but seems to be proven even in the structures of this solid world, the dream in which we are all involved. Until we awaken, the worlds of all arising, within and without, oblige us by this lie and stand forth as the very theatre of this lie.

The lie is single, irreducibly true of us in the dream. It is the belief each of us has that "I" is my Condition, that the Truth of me is within, in the form of an inner or subjective self, existing prior to and presently or even eternally independent of all other selves, objects, and conditions, and not in any sense arising as a dependent function of relations, like a shape or a thing, but separate, deep, shapeless but unique, and inside, like a bird in a cage. Such a belief also implies a necessary destiny. It is a picture of dilemma. It is not merely separate. It is separated, separative, and even believed or known by an act of separation. It is a belief that makes us eternally anxious. It motivates us always to escape. It is plight, an opportunity of many possibilities, but, nonetheless, a torment, a limiting condition on the Absolute. It is suffering. The dream of life has an aura of Absolute, but Absolute is not found. The Absolute is always conceived somehow within us, or sought outside us, whereas the Paradox of our Ignorance is the only Way to Realize it.

We are not Truth in ourselves. Truth is our Condition, and that of all arising. But Truth is not found outside, nor is it within. It is, rather, in the Mystery of Ignorance. All these selves that imagine themselves Absolute inside are no more Absolute within than hand or foot. "I" is the whole body talking (gross, subtle, causal, transcendental), and "I" is a dependent product of relations, of this whole Pattern arising, high and low. "I" arises out of Mystery, the Real, but "I" itself is not independent or Absolute. "I" is dependent, unable to exist or to realize itself independent of any other "I" or even of a single molecule or event in the endless worlds, high or low, spiritual and material. "I" is unable to exist except in terms of relations. It is the present body. When the present body dissolves, a new "I" presentation arises among new relations. There is no Absolute "I." What is within is not Truth, not our Condition, but it is simply a play or stream of considerations of the Pattern of relations.

Because we conceive of our Condition as "I," as within and independent, we are bound to a tormented destiny, an adventure in dilemma, a dream of escape and fulfillment. We are trapped in subjectivity, in wordless pondering and in thought, while at the same time the subject feels eternally trapped in self, in thoughts, in feelings, in desires, in energies, in bodies, in worlds. The bird is always in flight for its life, for escape, but there is no escape, because our conception of our Condition is a lie that perpetuates a single, eternal destiny or dream of existence, incident by incident, concept by concept.

The Way of Truth is the Way of Ignorance. In this Way, there is release from subjectivity, from the lie of the inward Absolute, the outer Limit or death, and all the archetypes by which we and the world and the Divine become meanings, like "I" and "Earth" and "God who made us."

There must be liberation from subjectivity and the subject. Our resort is not within. There must be liberation from the independence of the self as Absolute. Our existence in the realms of experience is not one of eternally prior, relationless independence of self. Our life is a play of relations. Our subjectivity is a reflection of relations, and itself a pattern of relations. We are played, and yet we struggle to win. We play at independence like an Absolute, but our very existence in the play is dependent on relations.

Our way of life must represent what we are. We must be submitted to the Law, which is sacrifice, or the discipline of relationship. This discipline confounds our subjective independence, and when we are thoroughly confounded by the Law, which is the Pattern itself, then the Truth, which is our only resort, becomes obvious, so that we are awakened, translated out of the dream into the Real.

Our perfect awakening is in the radical Samadhi or Real Condition of uncaused Intuition. Such is the Enjoyment of devotees in the Way of Radical Intuition. But every devotee, at every stage of practice, is awakened in moments and in his or her fundamental certainty. Therefore, devotees in the Way of Divine Communion, who are given up to the Presence which impinges itself upon them and attracts them by Grace, are also one with this Ignorance, and their Understanding coincides with Truth rather than subjectivity and the flight of self from Grace and all relations.

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2.4

Ego, soul, inner self, or separate, defined consciousness is not an entity, an actor. It is simply another version of the same universal activity in which every form and function in manifestation, or manifest experience, high or low, participates. It is the single activity of contraction, which shows itself as the complex of objective definition, differentiation, independent form, separation, opposition, subjectivity, and contradiction or dilemma. The illusory ego is not even a unique or more primitive form of this activity. It is simply that, from the point of view of any apparent, functioning, conscious individual, it is the root action (not the root of action, not an actor, not different from action), because of its intimate and foundation relationship to his subjectivity. Experience appears to imply the inner, independent witness-self and actor, but it is only an idea -and it falsely objectifies the Mystery in Ignorance. When the fundamental activity of which the ego is a species is undermined in the tacit intuition of the Condition in which all conditions arise, then not only the force of the ego-illusion, but the force (or implication of necessity) of every convention -all experiencing, every world, and even the extraordinary assumption and objectifying knowledge of God apart from or over against the ego and the world - the force of all that arises is dissolved and dislocated in the prior Condition or Truth. Such is liberation, happiness, and true God-Realization.

All action in all worlds, all action that is any process, and all action that seems to be performed by any entity or person is necessarily a form of this contraction. All action, then, realizes or is conventionally tending toward the realization of the sense and condition of inherent contradiction or dilemma. And all action as such is, therefore, necessarily separative in its realization, even if relational in intention. For this reason, all action, when presumed in itself (directed toward its ordinary goal rather than realized as Divine Communion, or sacrifice into the prior Divine Condition), is binding, limiting, an expression and an agent of suffering. Manifest or conditional existence then, under any conditions - gross (elemental and etheric), subtle (mental and super-mental), or causal (egoic) - is, in and as itself, suffering.

This realization is profoundly disorienting and disturbing, since it convicts the living being of irreducible dis-ease and hopelessness, which cannot be dissolved by any consolation or change of state, and it is also profoundly liberating, since it brings an end to the distraction by any kind of action and experience and allows the effort of being to come to rest in the intuition of its true, real, or prior Condition.

The possibility of true spiritual life, or participation in the Graceful process of liberation in the prior Divine Reality, begins only when there is tacit conviction in the functions of life and intelligence of the inherent suffering of the conventional realization or destiny of manifest existence (its essential dilemma or self-contradictory condition) and the fruitlessness of all manifest destiny (high or low) and action to produce liberation or true happiness (since all action is inherently separative, self-defining or actor-defining, and a realization of limitation). This conviction is served by all of the ordinary and extraordinary results of life and by the stream of Teaching and Grace Radiated through Realized beings in and prior to the various times and places of the worlds. When life and the Teaching coincide in their lesson, then the individual has come to a point of availability, in the subjective and objective dimensions of his or her life, to the Awakening-function or Grace of the Divine Reality. When the conviction of suffering and hopelessness matures to the point of profound psychic, psychological, or psycho-physical disorientation from the conventional theatre of experience, ordinary or extraordinary, so that there is heightened sensitivity to the intuition of the Condition that is the Divine Reality, then the individual becomes circumstantially related to the stream of true Teaching and, at last, to the direct influence Communicated through a true Spiritual Master.

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2.5

The "whole body" identifies itself in numerous particular ways. There is my body, my life, my feelings, my thoughts, my mind, my consciousness, my self. And wherever the whole body identifies itself particularly and separately, everything other than that specific identity becomes an object to it. In that case, even the other forms of its own self-identification seem to be other than itself. For instance, when "I" (the whole body) identifies itself as "my consciousness," "my body" seems other than it-and vice versa. But there is only the whole body, which is identifying itself in many ways.

The whole body is itself the very act or reflex of self identification. All forms of self-identification are themselves one action, which is contraction, separation, the illusion of necessary independent being. Separation, or contraction, or self is the whole body. The whole body is, in itself, illusion, a lie. The whole body is itself an act, a recoil.

There must be liberation from the lie, from suffering. This liberation is not only from the gross physical body but from every aspect of the whole body, which is separation into illusion. Body, mind, and soul are all a torment, a single drama.

This liberation may not be attained. No aspect of the born-being is its very agent or method. Only Ignorance itself is Divine. It is the Principle in which all arising does appear. Whatever arises, whatever is experienced, whatever is known, "I" do not know what it is. This can never change. It is always Truth. The gross body, the mind, the self are the same act, the same separation, the same lie. The whole body arises in Ignorance. "I" do not know what it is in any case. This confounding is dissolution in Real God, the very Divine, the Perfect or Radiant Domain.

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2.6

The ego, all thought (conception-perception), the body, all conditions, whether apparently subjective or apparently objective, are a single Process of spontaneous present arising. They are all forms of tendency. The ego is simply the presumed center of such tendencies, as the world is the presumed conditional boundary and God the presumed unconditional boundary of such tendencies. But ego, world, and presumed or believed God are themselves only conditions (conceptions) arising. They are versions of the same tendency or Process of spontaneous present arising. The ego (self or soul) is not something in itself, but is only the process of tendencies, as is the body and every thought. There is no center, no self then, but only spontaneous present arising.

This is clear in Ignorance, when we have become so free in attention that forms of body and mind cease to distract and the Condition of our very existence may be pondered. Such pondering is instigated by the Teaching of the Spiritual Master. When true hearing has awakened on this basis, then the Presence of the Spiritual Master may itself be felt. It becomes clear in devotion to the Presence, so Communicated, that no self, or mind, or body, or world, or God apart, but only the Presence, unspeakable and all-pervading, is true and Truth. Submission to the Grace that is the Presence is thus the only true Way, and every stage of practice and Realization in the Way is awakened in this manner.

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2.7

Ego is not an entity but an activity. It is contraction of the field of Radiance. That contraction is "read" as realms, worlds, or environments, bodies (particularly one, which is one's present face, form, and life), desires, emotions, thoughts, perceptions, all knowledge, and all known phenomena, high and low. But the contraction is single, universal, present, and utterly deluding, through the binding force of implication. The native Condition in the midst of conditions is unqualified heart-felt Radiance, or undefined, whole-body Radiation, which is Love.

Ego, and all suffering and delusion, is simply contraction of Feeling. Liberation is Realized via return to the Condition of Feeling-Radiance (unqualified Relationship) in the midst of conditions, high or low. Such is Sahaj Samadhi. On this basis, there is also Radical Intuition of the Real, prior to all objectification of subjects, objects, and relations, which is Bhava Samadhi.

In the Way of Divine Communion, the ego-position of contraction (as self, thoughts, reactive emotions, habits of activity and knowledge, and the like is undermined via heart-felt relational attachment to the Presence awakened in the Company of the Spiritual Master. The more this heart-felt relational attachment absorbs or involves the elements of the born, contracted, and usual individual, the more the form of contraction relaxes, and the more the being comes to rest in the native Condition, which is heart felt Radiance, or Love, prior to every aspect of egoic contraction.

The transition from contraction to Feeling-Radiation must be total. It is not merely bodily, vital, and emotional. It is utter Release of the position of separate self and every form of knowledge, experience, thought, perception, or implication, high or low. Thus, the Way is not perfected in the stage of Divine Communion, but it progressively matures, in the case of the relentless devotee, until it becomes Sahaj Samadhi (the Equanimity of Native Radiance, or Love) and Bhava Samadhi (the Equanimity of Undifferentiated Happiness) in the Way of Radical Intuition.

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RADICAL IGNORANCE IS TRUTH

2.8

The consideration that is Ignorance is the Principle and Process and Condition of Enlightenment, Liberation, and all Realization. This does not mean that mere thinking about this argument qualifies the fool to deem himself enlightened. Rather, the consideration must become a Way of Life, of perfect readaptation. Thus, this Principle unfolds as the Way of Divine Ignorance, or Radical Understanding, through four great and profound stages of discipline, practice, readaptation, realization, and sacrifice. Thus, the fool is Enlightened when he makes this Ignorance the Principle wherein his whole life is committed.

2.9

There is no way to account for any condition that arises. Not even the Creator-God notion can itself be accounted for, and it is only an artifice or point of view of knowledge in dilemma. We are simply Ignorant. Our Ignorance has no cause or purpose. It is not 2.9 caused. We are not knowing. There is no way to account for ourselves or any arising. Salvation or Truth is not in any accounting, any experience, any knowledge, any meaning. It is simply that in the presumption of Ignorance itself as our very Condition we cease to be in conflict with the process arising. We are surrender, the Process itself, Radiance only.

The Ignorance is sufficient. Abide as that heart-felt Ignorance and be readapted as the whole body-being to the Condition of Living Light, the Incarnation of Ignorance, which is Radiant Love.

2.10

If you abide as knower, ego, or separate self, you will persist as subjectivity, thought-stress contractions of mind, emotion, and the living body. In that case, all arising seems mysteriously and forever to both point to and hide some great Source or Condition which is the Truth of all conditions. Then you must forever seek it in itself and exclusively, and otherwise simply and forever rise and fall with conditions, high and low.

Abide as Ignorance (not one who is ignorant, but Ignorance itself, since it is not even known what "one" is) and there is eternal and prior rest in the tacit sense that all arising, high or low, is only modification, without necessity or implication, of that Condition which is unknown in itself but with which the very being is priorly identical in Ignorance. In that case, the Condition of conditions is never grasped in itself and over against self or any arising, but all arising remains a Paradox or Play of which this Condition is the Truth.

In prior identity with the Condition in Ignorance, there is no seeking but only fullness. In present separation from the Condition in the disposition of knowledge (subjectivity or separated consciousness), there is only seeking, suffering, anxiety, stress, contraction, emptiness, and fear.

2.11

There is no such thing as the Self, or any God, Brahman, or Nirvana in itself that may be grasped over against the being or self. In radical Ignorance we are simply and priorly identical to the Condition or Truth of all arising and realize a tacit sense that all arising, high or low, is only modification, without necessity or implication, of the ungrasped, unknown, unspeakable and prior Condition. When we abide in Ignorance, all subjectivity, all stress and contraction of mind, emotion, and living body, all thought, all concern, all seeking, all separation, all knowledge, all suffering become obsolete in the present. Thus, we live an ordinary, pleasurable, graceful life in the Paradox of the present arising, surrendered in feeling as Ignorance.

2.12

Through knowledge we seek the Divine Reality or Truth.

In Ignorance we abide and rest in That.

The Paradox of the tangible current of manifestation is That in which we are inhered

It is not a matter of striving to go up or down, to or from any experience. It is a matter of resting in resonant attunement, without struggle, strategy, or thought, in the current which pervades the body and all arising. That current is the Way of Truth, the Way of the Condition of conditions. When we abide in That, the reactions to conditions, high or low, become obsolete, true or naturally responsive adaptations come into play, and the Paradox, rather than any pole of experience, absorbs us.

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2.13

The being is not answered.

The question is undermined by the argument of what is always already the case.

We are ignorant as the body and eternally sacrificed to its Condition.

The Condition of the body is realized in Ignorance, not in any Knowledge, high or low.

The body is, in Truth, Ignorance.

Ignorance is Radiance-only, which is Love, Happiness, Fullness, Sacrifice or Surrender, Bliss, prior to self, subjectivity, or time-space limits.

The body is Radiance-only, even while it appears as a Paradox or Play of centers and limits.

2.14

Once even one thing is accepted, so that the presumption of it is no longer inspected, all suffering has begun. Thereafter, there is only the adventure of knowing about and failing to know about. The matter of Truth or fundamental Wisdom is always and presently at the point where every event of present arising is inspected. Thus, we must constantly transcend or penetrate the most rudimentary presumption in the present. That presumption is the presumption of the necessary, irreducible, factual, and impenetrable nature of the presently arising limitation or condition. Once the arising condition is accepted, we are bound only to know about it. But if we retain the inspectability of the process of this moment of arising, it becomes clear that, no matter what its configuration, "I" do not know what it is. This is always already the case in any moment. If that Ignorance is the present presumption, rather than the condition that is apparently arising, then Truth, Freedom, and Happiness may be the Realization in this moment.

2.15

We do not know what a single thing is, even as it arises. In this Ignorance, heart-felt, "I" is the body, or feeling sacrifice of the whole being into its own and unknown Condition. Thus, we stand as sacrifice or surrender in the midst of all conditions arising. In this position we suddenly and moment to moment realize, in whole body feeling, via the all-pervading current of manifestation, the Condition of all conditions, of which all conditions are only a modification. As we persist in this felt whole body identification with the Beloved in the paradox of all arising, we become more and more profoundly rested in the current, prior even to all involuntary and voluntary activities of the gross dimension of being. Thus, the display of arising, which is realized to be one with the Beloved and yet unnecessary and not binding, is extended into subtlety. The being is yielded in the current itself - felt, heard, seen, intuited. It does not in principle separate itself from this world or choose any other. The being rests in and as the current of being in Ignorance, seeing all, but only abiding as sacrifice rather than any knowledge. All of this becomes revelation and rest in the unspeakable and irreducible Condition or Realm of the Beloved, the Real, the Heart, the Truth of all conditions, the Condition of the body, "I," thought, and every world.

2.16

In complete, simple Ignorance there is no subjectivity, no dilemma. Rest in simple awareness of what is arising. You do not know what a single thing is. You are without knowledge. "I" is not a knower. "I" is the whole body, or the condition of being priorly identical to the arising pattern itself. Therefore, Ignorance is the same as natural rest or identification with the whole body, without prior knowledge of its Condition.

This natural identification as the body is the same as surrender as the body. It is to be the whole body, simply, natively, without conflict, contraction, or subjective distraction.

To abide as the whole body, as perfect surrender, is meditation. It is to rest or abide as the body in its unknown and eternally unknowable Condition. Abiding as such, "I" am Radiance-only, unreasonable and uncaused Happiness or Fullness. "I" is Love bodily in all relations. Abiding as such under all conditions, including the condition of undisturbed privacy, "I" is realized to be a process of Incarnation, the infilling of Lighted Life. Come to rest in that Radiance in all relations, so that Radiance determines all action, all perception and conception. Feel as whole body Radiance under all conditions, so that Radiance is felt to be the only Truth of all conditions.

The whole body is the Condition of Ignorance. Unqualified Radiance is the Condition of the whole body and all arising.

Therefore, real meditation or real life is simply to abide as the whole body in heart-felt Ignorance, prior to thought, dilemma, and all subjectivity, all stress, all strategy. Abiding thus, "I" is Love, surrender of the whole body, or Radiance only. Thus to feel, breathe, and live is to be perpetually transformed. Such a one is the always present Immortal.

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REALIZATION OF TRUTH IS FREE OF ALL SUBJECTIVITY, ALL KNOWLEDGE, AND ALL EXPERIENCE

2.17 All meaning is implication. Something is meaningful when it implies something else, when it stands for something, when it stands out in Consciousness, distracting the Consciousness from its own Condition of Enjoyment. True Liberation involves 2.17 freedom from all implication, and, therefore, from the whole force of meaning, the power of living dreams, the power of worlds and experiences. When the power of meaning or implication is sacrificed or comprehended in the Consciousness, then the creative position fails at its root. Where there is no meaning, no force of implication, the Consciousness rests in its own Realm, no longer making the dream of self and world. Then the only Destiny is the Uncreated, the seedless Realm, which may not be described, since it has no relation to any gross or heavenly realm that any being, great or small, has ever known. My devotee is the inheritor of this Destiny and this Sacrifice.

2.18 Meaning is the function of mind. It does not inhere in things themselves, nor in consciousness or awareness itself. Where there is simple, direct awareness of something, there is no meaning. The worlds are without meaning. Just so, consciousness and every body are without meaning. We are free of meaning, and of knowledge. This freedom is Ignorance. Meaning appears only when something arising is compared, found to be like something in past experiences. The usual man lives in an unreal world of meanings and the absence of meanings. He is aware of little directly, but perceives all arising relative to meaning.

Meaning is an unnecessary, secondary, artificial, and ultimately binding attribution of what arises. To be free of it, we must be free of mind.

For this reason, much of the advice given by the teachers of men is about the overcoming of mind, or the function of meaning, of comparison, of chronic remembering, so that awareness may be pure, direct. In that case, Reality rather than meaning becomes the content of awareness.

This, however, is not the end of it. Awareness is itself a limitation prior to meaning. It is analyzed by identification with specific bodily or mind-body presence in the midst of environments. Thus, the egosoul or separate and separative principle precedes mind. This principle must be obviated through 2.18 direct, pre-mental re-cognition of all conditions, and simultaneous radical intuition of the Condition of all conditions (elemental, etheric, mental, transcendental, egoic). Then the dream, the dreaming, and the dreamer fall in the Heart, the Divine. Such is perfect Ignorance, or Happiness beyond body, speech, or realm. The Way of Divine Communion is the foundation and essence of this Realization. It involves that reception and falling into the Beloved in which no self survives. The Presence is prior to all meaning. To enjoy the Communication of this Presence is to be free of mind, of self, and of all the tormented or illusory visions made on the basis of this body-mind in which we seem to move. But we do not move in any shape or knowledge. We move, we are moved, lived, and breathed in the single Reality, the unqualified Divine, which is Gracefully Revealed to us as Presence as we begin to awaken.

2.19 What is it that you mean, that you are signifying and pointing to, when you say or feel you are suffering, unhappy, not at ease? You are pointing to your own action and finding it as the experience of separation, contraction, pain. But it is the compulsive and presently not-conscious avoidance of relationship, relative to the Divine Presence, and relative to all arising conditions. When this action becomes your responsibility, then these experiences and concerns will become obsolete by degrees in the action of GodCommunion, and then in the intuition of your true Condition.

2.20 Mind has two aspects or points of view: experience and abstraction.

The experience point of view is never summary or conclusive, but sees the world as a limitless source of even random possibilities (all of which actually appear in the form of experience at the right time, coincident with one's tendencies). From this point of view, the world is a dimensionless realm or process, as fluid and indefinite as the dream state.

The abstraction point of view sees everything formally, in summary, discretely. Thus, the world is viewed as a specific formal limitation. It is "the earth," etc. Everything is conceived, and experience serves conception.

The function of the abstract mind is to define what has already been known or experienced, so that it may be controlled or rationally met, and so that it may be set apart from what is not yet known or experienced. One can consider leaving the world only when it has become a definite place rather than an indefinite realm.

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The function of the experiential mind is to know, directly, what arises. When the world is known directly, then one can abstract oneself. Thus, the play between these two functions produces the traditional convention of liberation. 2.20

However, the mind in both its forms must be undone if there is to be realization in Truth. When confinement to what arises as well as the search to escape or transcend what arises no longer distract, then Only God becomes the Condition and the Enjoyment.

Conventional meditation is inwardness, or remedy by subjectivity. Real meditation, the meditation of devotees in the Way of Divine Ignorance, is a process of awakening from subjectivity. The process is gradual in its perfection, but its Truth is certain from the beginning.

The inner "I" is not the resort in this Way. "I am not the body" is not the point of view of practice. The endless distraction of subjectivity, of contraction, is considered and undermined through various kinds of participation during the four great stages of practice.

The Truth is not the view "I am the body." However, this is factually true of "I," and, therefore, our practice must center on relationship and release from the reflex of contraction, rather than on conventional and exclusive inward turning. Real meditation must center on insight into the avoidance of relationship and every form of contraction or reactive reflex, rather than the search for subjective fulfillments and all the glamourous illusions of experience.

Thus, the Samadhi or perfect Intuition of the Real Condition in which our real meditation is resolved at last is utterly free of subjectivity, of knowledge, of thought, of self, of perception, of sound, of light, of vacant silence, of action, of experience, of limitation. The Realization which comes to maturity in the Way of Radical Intuition is free of subjectivity, or the reflexive gesture of inwardness, as well as all the complications of objective relationship, or the gesture of outwardness. It is Radiant, not contracted. It is not inwardness, nor is it compulsively motivated by any object. It is Ignorance, or liberation in Real God, prior to the limitations introduced by subject or object and all the habitual adaptations founded in the dilemma or dream of subject-object realms. Obsessive thinking is a disturbance to the brain, as reactive emotions are to the heart's breath, and conventional orgasm is to the navel. The brain must become still, and most intense or bright, as must

2.22 the middle and lower regions of the body-being. Radiance or prior Fullness must precede and replace the chronic contractions that are constant thought, reactive emotion, and vital discharge (not only through conventional orgasm but through all forms of enervating self-indulgence). This is possible only in radical resort to the native disposition of Ignorance, which is prior to the knowledge that is birth and experience and death. The Way of Divine Ignorance is the Realization of freedom from the curse of subjectivity and the illusion of all objects.

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2.23 "I" is not inside and/or exclusive of the body mind. It is identical to the whole, open-ended, ultimately unknown body-mind. However, the Truth or Condition of "I," the Truth of the sense of separate

and independent existence, as well as of body-mind, is 2.23 not any limitation. All of this, including all worlds or objects (gross, subtle, causal, transcendental), is only modification of the non-contracted, non-contradicted, unfathomable, timeless, spaceless Reality, infinitely pervading all arising, and yet utterly without reference to any arising.

Thus, "I" is the body-mind (it is not within the body-mind), but the Condition of the body-mind is without limitation of body, mind, self, or any other kind of differentiation, high or low. That Condition is not merely the droning, snuffed-out undercurrent of this world. It is the very Divine. It is Radiant Consciousness. It is Bliss.

2.24 "I" is the body itself. "I" is not the Condition or Truth of the body, but is itself the whole body, the condition or limitation itself. The Truth or Condition of the body or "I" is that of which "I" or the body is the present modification or condition. This Condition or Truth is tacitly realized in Ignorance, the absence of any accounting for any and all arising, the absence of any necessity or implication in any or all arising.

Neither any world, high or low, nor the body, nor "I" is happiness. These are all the same condition, the arising of unnecessary limitation. These are only modifications of prior Happiness, Freedom, or Bliss. This is tacitly clear in Ignorance of all arising. In Ignorance, all modification is re-cognized as such and ceases to be necessary and binding. Thus, all arising ceases to require or motivate a point of view, a dilemma, an effort, a survivor. In Ignorance, all conditions are spontaneously abandoned via recognition of their non-necessity and thorough rest or abiding in their pre-cognitive Condition.

Therefore, in Ignorance, all arising, every world, high or low, the body, all its relations, the "I" itself, is spontaneously released. All such things, all arising, cease to concern and bind. There is simply abiding in the prior, unknown (not cognized), non-mysterious, wonderful, and unspeakable Condition of the presently arising conditions. This abiding is not in conflict with any arising. It is at rest, free of fitful programs of life, ordinary in each moment, at ease, disposed to fulfill what is essentially given, not complicated by any requirement or design of preferred destiny.

"I" am not realized, saved, or released. "I" is simply obsolete, with all arising. The stroke rests. There is only Paradox. The dream is not upheld. Only the body-I makes philosophy in worlds. In Ignorance, all of that is undermined. The mind has no necessity. Silence persists. "I," all thoughts, reactions, the body, all worlds cease to motivate, bind, and persist. The Happiness is not spoken. The Heart does not walk and talk.

2.25 The body-sense yields the reaction of the identification of Consciousness as limitation: "I" or "me" as independent body-mind (or body-mind-self). Spiritual Realization is simply the obviation of this reaction and all its implications. 2.25

"I" is the body, but also the mind, and the separate or independent self sense. These are a single, simultaneous, reflexive assumption based on the experience of independent bodily or born existence. But when, through the conscious process in radical undersanding, the Way of Ignorance, these are all realized, along with all other arising conditions (subjective, objective, gross, subtle, causal, and transcendental), to be only modification of the prior Condition of the sense of independent or separate existence ("I," "me"), they become unnecessary, a matter of humor. Then there is simple abiding in natural (Sahaj) and perfect (Bhava) Intuition of the Real Condition, the Divine.

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2.26 The Divine is One, but not in the sense of an Object or a Subject. That One may not be realized by any concentration of the faculties of being, nor does that One appear as any experience or archetype. When all concentration, contraction, exclusion, separation, union, limitation, experience, knowledge, appearance, perception, form, action, location, cognition, vision, psyche, process, and exclamation cease to define the Consciousness, only this One is Realized. The Divine is Paradox, Sacrifice, Reality, Ignorance, Unqualified Radiance, Undefined Consciousness, World-only, Mind-only, Truth-only, No-Thing, All. No realization realizes this One. Only the obviation of all realization is Realization at-last.

2.27 The Divine is the Condition of all conditions; That from which all conditions arise; That of which all conditions are the objectification or modification; That which permeates all conditions; That which is prior to all conditions; That which includes all relations and to which no relations point, since it is not Other but Prior; That which is not Subject or Self, since it is Absolute but not apart; That from which no living being may be differentiated, except it may seem to be so in the case of delusion by knowledge, or experience.

We may enjoy Communion with the Divine via recollection of the Presence, by Name, by Breath, and by Service, in the Way of Divine Communion, by enquiry (in the form "Avoiding relationship?") and maturing in the conductivity of Radiance in the Way of Relational Enquiry, by subtle feeling, audition, and sight, and by contemplation of the root of "I" in the Way of Recognition. We Realize the Divine by Graceful Dissolution, or Sacrifice in Sahaj Samadhi and Bhava Samadhi, in the Way of Radical Intuition.

2.28 The Way of Divine Ignorance, of which the Way of Divine Communion is the foundation stage, is the Way of maturing in Happiness, prior to and regardless of whatever conditions are presently arising. Its ultimate Realization involves no dilemma, no strategy, no subjective contraction, no reactive effort, and no search to prevent or change the process of arising itself. It is the radical Realization of IgnoranceRadiance, free of subjectivity, which is not identical to any condition, high or low, that is apparent or sought or attained.

The process of present arising is spontaneous, uncaused, Divine. In the true devotee it is permitted (by not being prevented) to unfold itself in the eternal Theatre of the Law. In the ordinary conditions of his or her appearance, the devotee is always, even in maturity, obliged toward fulfillment of the Law, which is sacrifice, rather than tendency, which is selfpossession. But the Truth of the devotee is Happiness, or Realization of the Real Condition, whatever the present conditions. In contrast, the conventional ways of mankind represent unenlightened commitment to goals of experience via efforts toward changing conditions, preventing conditions or the process of arising itself, attaining higher conditions, and all the rest of the drama of ego and object that comes by reaction to birth in apparent limitation.

The conventional ways of mankind, or the ways by tendency of every human being, are, simply and irreducibly, forms of reactive seeking, high and low, for changes of state, changes in the conditions of experience, or changes in the ways of relating to the conditions of state or experience. The Way of Divine Ignorance, in the form of the disciplines appropriate at each stage, is the Way of the Realization of the Real Condition, which is Truth, Happiness, or the very Divine, whatever, if ever anything, presently arises. It does not involve the strategy of passive permission to conditions arising, or passive indulgence of tendencies. Nor is it characterized by active and strategic efforts to focus attention or expectation above and beyond the present theatre of conditions arising, or to manipulate the sense and intuition of existence toward some objective or unique transcendental goal, even the goal of the cessation of the process of present arising. Its ordinary discipline is to be disposed to the Law, the obligation in relationship, and the present economy of the whole body-mind, rather than the fulfillment of random tendencies, founded in accumulation or memory and reaction to experience. Its radical discipline is present intuitive rest in the Real Condition, prior to all subjective contraction, and every preference relative to experience.

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A FURTHER SUMMATION OF THE TEACHING

2.29 No matter what arises, we do not know what a single thing is. We do not know what any arising is. Therefore, our natural condition is not subjectivity but the whole unknown body itself. And the native

Way of this birth is simply, on the basis of this persis- 2.29 tent and present Ignorance of the Nature or Condition of all arising, to yield or surrender as the whole body (not with it, as from a subjective and knowing viewpoint) into its very, prior, and eternally unknowable Condition. If this is done persistently, in complete freedom from all goals, apparent results, and every sense of dilemma, the false or contracted adaptation of the whole body-being will gradually become obsolete through non-use, or non-necessity.

All false, contracted, egoic (subjectively oriented) adaptations and illusions (mental, emotional, gross physical) are the accumulated results of the presumption of the necessity or limiting power of any or all arising. The Truth of all arising, however, is that "I" do not know what it is. Therefore, the only Way is to submit or relax, entirely, bodily, and presently, into the unknown Condition of the body-being and all arising. It is not the effort of surrender, motivated subjectively by the sense of dilemma (the binding, subjective necessity implied in mere and reactive participation in what is arising as all opposition and play), but prior or natural surrender, the heart-felt release of the body-being into its unknown Condition. If we persist in this, in Ignorance, without becoming bound by the force of necessity in any experience or result, we begin spontaneously and moment to moment, under all conditions, to intuit the Beloved, the necessary Condition and manifesting current which pervades all arising and of which all arising is the modification.

Intuition of the Beloved in all forms of arising is identical to rest of the body-being in the current of manifestation, toe to crown.

The Spiritual Master is a direct manifestation of the Beloved, the all-pervading current of manifestation and the Condition of the whole body-being. Therefore, the Spiritual Master should be served, yielded to by the whole body-being in loving surrender, and approached always in Ignorance, so that the devotee may Realize the Truth, the Beloved, and be rested in the current and the Condition of the being and all manifestation. Such devotees receive the constant Love or Grace of the Beloved through such persistent identification of the Spiritual Master as the Beloved, the Nature, Condition, and essential, all-pervading current of the body-being and all arising.

The life thus devoted to the Grace of Reality or Truth, even bodily, 'observes or demonstrates the gradual and true re-adaptation of the body-being to the current of manifestation, the Unqualified Conscious Radiance and Vibratory Power of the prior Reality, which pervades the whole body and the world, and which is the paradoxical Condition of all conditions arising, high or low.

Since only this Condition is necessary, while all conditions depend on it, the devotee is ever more perfectly merged in the prior current of the body-being and all arising. At first he or she is adapted to changes in relations and habits of body, emotion, and mind. Then comes the revelation of the play of the forces in the body-being, as they return to natural polarization toward the crown of the body and the Brightness of the current of Reality there. Gradually, in private meditation (surrender of the whole body-being into the prior current of all arising, through Ignorance rather than effort), the gross experience falls away and there is attunement to the current above and prior to the gross manifestation. This occurs through gradual realignment of the polarization of the forces of the body-being toward the crown. In time, there is natural absorption in the feeling of the current bodily, then attention naturally resting above in heartfelt relaxation into the subtle audible and visual expressions of the vibratory current. This becomes suspension of attention below and in the gross plane, releasing the whole being into further identification with the current, while even breath and heartbeat come to rest. Then a door opens in the midbrain, and the being passes with the current (heard, seen, and felt independent of the gross body orientation) into subtler and subtler spaces and conditions. Remain in the presumption of Ignorance and rest in the current itself rather than cling to any of the unnecessary patterns, gross or subtle, that arise as modifications of the intuited Beloved, which is not different from us or any arising, but which is the prior current and all-pervading Condition of all arising.

Apart from such samadhi, in which deeper identification with the current of the Real in Ignorance (Amrita Nadi) is ultimately enjoyed, breathe and be adapted naturally to the felt pattern of gross existence in which you are apparently born. Be full and naturally adapted as whole body feeling to the prior current of the body-being. That current is felt as Presence and as motion and polarization toward the subtle in the form of the body-being. In the natural or lawful state, the descended or grossly manifest bodybeing is polarized from its base toward the head. The breathing infills the body-being with the current and pervasive quickening nectars of the Beloved, but the true, constant, and tacit sense of the whole body is one of polarization of life, breath, and body form toward the Light, the entry of the current in the midbrain and crown.

Random exhaled breaths (and also right participation in the current of life in sexual intimacy) may be felt to shoot the attention and flow of the current of manifestation up both the frontal and spinal lines of the body (from the sex organs and the spinal base), through the throat (mindless in heart-felt Ignorance), to the rear base of the head, then forward, through crown and forehead, curling into the midbrain. While the being rests in this polarization, the current operates in its natural form, released from the necessity of all arising (while not, in principle, in conflict with any arising). Thus, the Beloved, or the Real, felt-intuited as the prior current of the body-being, is revealed as sound and light, above mind and prior to all activity, subtle or gross. This deeper rest in the current begins when the gross body-being rests harmoniously in its relations, polarized toe to crown, on the basis of persistence in yielding, on the basis of whole-body Ignorance, to the Beloved in the intuited form of the prior current of all manifestation.

Truth, the Beloved, the Real, is our own Nature and Condition, with which we are perfectly re-identified in this happy and priorly enlightened Way. Ignorance is the key and is itself the perfect intuition of the eternal Reality. We are always already happy. Persisting thus, we are naturally re-adapted to the unspeakable Condition of the Real, prior to all conditions, and yet paradoxically and eternally standing forth as all conditions. When all unnecessary arising becomes obsolete by this devotional sacrifice, we stand eternally in the unqualified and presently indescribable Realm and Radiant Form of the Beloved, the Heart. Therefore, persist in the humor of this Revelation while conditions arise and do not presume, through forms of knowledge, the necessity and limitations of any arising, high or low. Thus, the stages of this Way of Ignorance will mature in your own case as radical intuition of the Real Condition, the Heart, the Truth of all arising. Such Intuition is at last unspeakable, mindless, bodiless, egoless, worldless, whether or not speech, thought, body, ego, or any worlds or conditions arise. A fool may presume such Realization to be his own, but the devotee, amazingly Ignorant, is only sacrifice, and forever.

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THE SACRIFICE OF THE HEART

2.30 The Way of Divine Ignorance depends on devotional sacrifice, both in ordinary relations and toward the Divine Reality, even in the form of the Spiritual Master. Heart-felt love of the Divine, of which all conditions are the modification, alone will permit Grace to draw you into the unconditional Realm which is itself the Divine.

2.31 The true Spiritual Master is one who originates spontaneous and true Teaching in the company of others, and who generates and awakens devotees to the sacred occasion of Divine Communion, not merely through apparent silence or no-response, but through a literal Power in Silence that communicates itself as a realized influence that quickens insight and awakens intuitive contemplation. Such a Master then leads devotees toward the radical Realization of that same awakening, prior to any world, body, force of life, mind, transcendental experience, or ego-soul illusion.

2.32 The Divine Master does not, principally, give force or power below, but only attracts toward dissolution of the ego and radical ascent, or regeneration of unqualified Radiance. All that is done below, powerful or not, is an argument for response toward the principal attraction.

2.33 Literal, heart-felt surrender, true of the whole and undefined body-being, is the fundamental necessity of the whole Way of Divine Ignorance. Insofar as it is literal and heart-felt, it does not "happen" to us, but it is natural (and, in that sense, spontaneous), 2.33 voluntary, and even intentional. However, it does not also become true by willful, subjective, or selfmanipulative effort-a goal-oriented strategy in dilemma. It cannot become true by any sequence of changes. It only is true, or not, while at the same time literal. It is true on the basis of Ignorance, or unqualified intuition of the Real Condition of all conditions. Not any other fact or condition, effort or surmise makes our surrender true.

The Spiritual Master constantly serves a transcendental initiatory Function, prior to time and space, whereby true hearers of the Teaching are awakened to the Divine Presence and Real Condition of all conditions. Therefore, this same Function makes devotees, or those whose surrender is both literal and true, out of ordinary men and women. The perpetual Samadhi of the Spiritual Master is the Agent or Function of such awakening. Therefore, it is appropriate to contact such a one through true hearing and right preparation, so that we may be awakened to true Divine Communion in his Company and mature more and more perfectly in literal Realization of the Truth of the Real Divine Presence.

2.34 Truth or God is not a Condition to be realized by willful esoteric or super-scientific efforts. Such Happiness is truly and permanently realized only on the basis of the complete moral or sacrificial transformation of the apparently individual and human consciousness. It is not a matter of merely relaxing life or body and sending the attention elsewhere by exercises of esoteric meditation. It is a matter of the undermining of the whole principle of one's ordinary and extraordinary actions and forms of knowledge.

Few are willing to endure such a process. Therefore, illusory and consoling ways have been created by compassionate, clever, and deluded men. But the scheme of all the universes, mortal and immortal, high and low, with its endless times of birth and death, and its numberless kinds of learning, is itself the way and the destiny of all ordinary and extraordinary men. Only those who weary of the usual way become willing to engage the Divine Process, in which their very life-consciousness is sacrificed in its own Condition and Nature. All others, high and low, are devoted to their own unending path, from which there is no perfect relief, except on the day all worlds, ages, and heavens dissolve in the sleep of God.

See me when possible. I am the Heart. I am the Whole Body. What I have written is also my own discipline. Realize and practice it in your own private play. I do the same. Through Ignorance, remain active in the Paradox of incarnation, but presume no necessary destiny but Light or Blissful Radiance itself.

This is the whole Teaching, as much as it may be spoken or written and still be true. It is sufficient. The essential consideration is that you do not know what anything is. Persistence in that Ignorance Enlightens the whole body and transforms the world into Sacred Occasion.



Paradox of Instruction - Contents

Introduction
The Western Face of God
Prologue
1.
The Paradox of Instruction
2. The Ground and Root of This Instruction
3. What is Truth
Chapter 1
Awakening from the Dream of Subjectivity
Chapter 2
Principles of the Teaching: The Paradox of Contradiction
The World Is Not Material, But Psycho-Physical
Ego Is Not an Entity, But an Activity
Radical Ignorance Is Truth
Realization of Truth Is Free of All Subjectivity, All Knowledge, and All Experience
A Further Summation of the Teaching
The Sacrifice of the Heart
Chapter 3
Introduction
The Great Path of Return vs the Radical Path of Understanding
Chapter 4
The Principles of the Practice:
The Paradox of Infinite Expansion
The Four Stages of the Translation of Man into God
The Essential and Progressive Practices, to be lived as sacrifice to the Spiritual Master, of the states in The Way of Ignorance
The Way of Re-Cognition
The Seahorse: the Hidden Structure of All Experience

Chapter 5
Identification of the Beloved Is the Principle of Spiritual Life
Invitation


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