This article if a compilation of three talks by Da Free John (Adi Da Samraj) in October, 1982 on the subject of 'The Conscious Process'.

 

The Conscious Process
a Beezone compilation

 

MASTER: This is an essay for the Three Ways book, or the Dreaded Gom-boo book, and this new booklet. Also it seems to me this essay would be appropriate to read this weekend at these occasions. I don't know how it could be done cause its quite long. But ... there's not only the Mainland, there's all of these other Centers and so on. I don't know how it would be communicated to them. But if it could be, that would be useful to read it before this sitting occasion on Saturday.

Also this booklet that we're contemplating, you'll all have to see how the Dreaded Gom-boo book works out. Whether all of these recent materials should be included in it, and then decide whether its useful to select out some of these things to make another booklet or not, I don't know. So the new booklet is just an idea, I don't know if its useful.

So this essay is called What Is the Conscious Process (The Master reads the essay).


after the reading of the essay the talk continues

Adi Da Samraj:

Now the obvious reason why this would be useful to read at this occasion is because its going to involve one of these periodic times of sitting. And... so this calls people to understand what this event is all about, what its usefulness is. Not only in terms of this occasion, or this kind of occasion, but in daily practice. So its again another form of summary of the context of this Teaching. It follows in the sequence of some of the other essays that I've written in the last week. Its a call to understand the ... not only to appreciate the fact that this ... that the relationship between the devotee and the Spiritual Master is of great importance, but to understand the process that it involves.

People thinking about this Conscious Process in and of itself, and in more or less abstract terms, might, if they didn't truly read me, because I make things fully plain every time I communicate them. If they didn't fully study my Teaching on this matter of the Conscious Process, might tend to associate and even identify it with some of the traditional exercises ... in such traditions as the Advaitic tradition. And there's a tendency in the Advaitic tradition to develop this kind of talking school approach to Realization. And therefore it tends also to legitimize the point of view of certain kinds of advocates who can be read, and even heard in public. Who preach to people about consciousness and call them to identify...merely to identify with it. They try to talk people into identifying with consciousness, or merely to relax their minds and so forth, and settle into a conscious state, that doesn't have any particular reference to the body-mind, although its still associated with it practically.

There are many such advocates. I've spoken about Krishnamurti from time to time, he's just one. There are many such people these days. They have in common, call to people to do something like the exercise...logical ...exercise of logic recommended in the Advaitic talking school. They call upon them to identify with Consciousness, presently, to believe and affirm that the essence of the being, the consciousness behind thoughts and actions is presently and always already identical to Brahman or the Transcendental Condition. Therefore merely by involving yourself in this kind of analytical exercise, you can presume that you are enlightened, or that you have achieved Jnana. That's not at all true. The same kinds of advocates are also busy telling people that there is no real purpose for a Spiritual Master, except to bind yourself to another ego and so on.

The reason they can so easily dismiss the Spiritual Master is because they have already dismissed the whole process of spiritual practice. And all that's necessary for them is this kind of analytical effort of identifying with Consciousness. It is true that our own consciousness, that which is at the root of attention is ultimately, even inherently identical to the Transcendental Being. But must be Realized to be so. And it cannot be realized to be so until energy and attention are free for that most profound and radical intuition. Its not merely factually so. Its not factually so that Atman and Paramatman or Brahman are identical. Its not factual so that Nirvana and samsara are the same. By definition these are opposites. Nirvana and samsara are actual or an absolute opposites of one another. That's how the two terms arose in traditions. They indicate two entirely different states of existence, one Transcendental and the other conditional.

Well, in the Buddhist tradition, this formula developed eventually, that states that Nirvana and samsara are the same. Well, this is a confession of Adepts. This is a confession of Realization. In the case of Realization it is true. In some profound paradoxical sense. But it is not factually true. Its true only in the case of Realization.

Likewise in the Advaitic tradition, in many places in the Hindu tradition, we hear the proclamation that Atman and Paramatman, or Atman and Brahman are identical. This is not factually true in the original development of these terms. They were meant to indicate complete opposites. They are Realized to be true by Adepts. Or the equation is Realized to be true, or the Truth in the case of an Adept. But not otherwise. The equation is not factually true, its only true by virtue of Realization. So you cannot merely, by inverting upon the self essence, identify with the Transcendental Being. To invert upon the self essence is merely to continue the act of Narcissus. It is to meditate upon the self-essence, the essence of the ego, the root consciousness of the ego. Until the ego is transcended, that's all that's at the base of the "I" thought.

We may have some sense, some intuition of that which goes beyond the limit of self-contracted consciousness, but we cannot realize our identity with it, apart from the fullest development of spiritual practice. In fact, therefore, it is a heresy to claim that Atman and Paramatman are the same, or that Atman and Brahman are the same, until you have Realized it. It is a heresy to declare that Nirvana and samsara are the same. Its a ridiculous claim except in the case of Realization.

And so the Conscious Process in our discussion is not to be equated with a kind of talking school conceits, or the presumptions of the ego, that want to be realized immediately without having to go through the hard school of purification, liberation, and awakening. The Conscious Process is part of the total affair of practice, which involves the transcendence of the ego, or conditional attention. The Conscious Process develops by stages--it has a number of forms. From the beginning it may simply have the form of prayer in the Way of Divine Communion. It may become enquiry or re-cognition, or it may take the form of the Perfect Practice in its first two stages, until Realization.

The Conscious Process goes through stages of development as the individual matures, but the Conscious Process is not the whole of the practice. The practice is associated with supportive but necessary supportive disciplines. All of which come under the heading of what I call conductivity. These practices include all of the disciplines, apart from the Conscious Process. Therefore includes such disciplines as the dietary discipline, general health discipline, the discipline of sexuality, and of service. It includes the developments of conductivity as they become associated with the practices in meditation.

So that total regime of practice, exercised within the community of practitioners, with the culture of devotional life, study, service and so on, is the practice that is implied by , indicated by the single term, the Conscious Process. Its the essence and ultimate, most fundamental exercise of the Way, but it is necessarily associated with this total culture of life.

The reason for this is that the ego, the self contraction, the character that is Narcissus, is not merely some superficial notion. My conception of Narcissus applies to every single aspect, every part, function, state, relation, and condition of the self. There is no part of the manifest self that is not characterized by the self-contraction, the complex avoidance of relationship. It's not merely a superficial part of you, underneath which there is this eternally free essence which you should identify with. Even that essence underneath it all, that fundamental sense of self-consciousness, is a fraction of this total character that is Narcissus. This total character must be understood and transcended. In every feature, function, part, relation, state--waking, dreaming, and sleeping-this consciousness that is identified with in the talking school is nothing but the bare consciousness of the waking state, or attention apart from objects. It is not Transcendental Consciousness; it is simply egoic consciousness. That egoic consciousness in all of its forms must be transcended as a necessary precondition of the radical intuition of the Transcendental Being.

This Way is not merely some kind of self generated discipline, some effort made by the ego, that ultimately winds up being Enlightenment. It is the Way of transcendence of the ego, not the way of the efforts of the ego. And so the context of this practice is the submission of the ego to that which transcends it. The context of this practice is the submission of the ego to its own help, to Transcendental Help, to the Agency made literally present through the work of the Adept.

It is necessary for the individual to hear or understand this Teaching and to develop the various practices associated with the general exercises of conductivity and the Conscious Process. We should regard these to be simply the means whereby the individual enters into Communion with his or her own Help. It is that Help, that Transcendental Transmission, that permits conductivity and the Conscious Process to be fruitful.

It is necessary for the individual who enters into such Communion to understand how that great relationship works. As the individual develops this practice in my Company and contacts me through all of the opportunities of this Satsang, the contents of this Narcissistic ego or karmic personality come into consciousness. As these contents arise, the individual is to practice the exercises of conductivity and the Conscious Process in daily life and meditation. That is done in direct Communion with the Divine Power, transmitted in and through and as the Adept. As these contents arise in the moment of this Company, they are purified. They are brought up by that Influence, they are lifted off, they are changed, either instantly, or through a process of trial. They are reduced, broken up, absorbed, or in one or another way eliminated by the Work of the Adept. This is literally so; it is not merely figuratively so.

When I spend time with people, or sit with them in the Communion Hall, I magnify this Influence to them, and it combines with the various contents of their conditional being in a fashion that would not occur if this Siddhi were not brought to bear in the individual case. This Influence is Conscious. It is all energy and full Consciousness. This is what you confront in your life and meditation. This is the character of the Siddhi. And it spontaneously works to bring these contents up, in life and meditation, in life and in moments of repose. And the effect of that Siddhi is to bring these contents up and to break them up, and absorb them, and eliminate them, in a fashion that would not occur if this Siddhi were not brought to bear in the individual case.

And so my life with people, and in my occasions of sitting with people, as is as if, it is literally so that I am expanded on their company. I actually experience therefore all of the contents, all of the effects, all of the vibrations, forces, limitations and so forth, associated with them. All these contents enter into the sphere of my existence. In one or another fashion, associated with my conscious attention perhaps, although not necessarily so, I absorb these conditions, and they are therefore changed in the case of those individuals. In the case of every individual. It is a remarkable process, ultimately, it can't even be explained. It is simply there to be observed. It is so.

And so I experience in my own case then, many effects of my association with people. I enter into all kinds of play with them for the sake of this transmission, this purification and balancing and awakening, and I also experience in return the contents of their lives. And so all of this effects me in one way or another. Sometimes I feel tired from it, sometimes I have a lot of physical symptoms, over time I feel a lot of physical symptoms. All kinds of psychic content arises and so on. There's many dimensions of my familiarity of this content in people. But ultimately the character of my work with people is such that these contents are eliminated. They are absorbed, broken up, eliminated, returned to the primary energy condition, and to the Ultimate Condition of Transcendental Being. And so the spiritual life of devotees in this Way is of this kind. It is lived out in this Company, in the context of this Siddhi, and in this relationship. It is necessary for devotees to hear, to understand, to practice the disciplines of conductivity and the Conscious Process. That is their part of this play. And my part is to be present with them, to magnify this influence in their company. And that influence inevitably does the work as I've described it.

For this reason then I always look for people to be capable of making use of my Company, and then I look for various ways in which to make myself accessible to them. In various occasions of sitting and so on, various kinds of meeting, various kinds of life associations, and in general, I always keep myself associated with practitioners, in every moment. So that this Influence is constantly available, constantly fresh. Now those who maintain themselves in this Company, who live out this discipline, observe over time, all kinds of changes that are the signs of this work, the signs of this process as I'm describing it. Now it is a hard school. As well as being a life of Grace, a life in which there is Great Help, that transcends the limits that you would bring to practice ordinarily, it is also a hard school or a difficult affair. it requires great responsibility, great attention for this exercise. But if you enter into it truly and seriously, then all of these kinds of changes or effects that are generated over time, will amount to a purification of attention from its habits, on every level, in every state, in all relations, under all conditions, in every function. Psycho-physical equanimity, responsibility for energy and attention, will be the result of that. And on the basis of such equanimity, there will be free energy and attention, energy free of this ego-bond, energy free of the character of Narcissus. That free energy and attention is the ultimate arms or means at the level of the individual whereby the Way can fulfilled. Only when energy and attention are literally free from the ego bond at every level can this process of radical intuition can be fulfilled.

In The Liberator (Eleutherios), I have written: "Be Conscious as the Feeling of Being and Realize that It Is Radiant Happiness." This Admonition summarizes the Teaching relative to the "Conscious Process." And that practice epitomizes and fulfills the entire Way that I Teach.

However, it must be understood that this Practice or ultimate Realization of the Conscious Process is not a matter of remaining fixed in the conscious or merely left-brained mind of the waking state. It is a matter of Realizing the Transcendental Condition of Consciousness, Free Being, or Self-Radiant Happiness--what is called "Turiya," or the "fourth state," in the Hindu tradition.

Be Conscious As The Feeling of Being and Realize that It Is Radiant Happiness. That is a summary of enlightenment. It is not a call that can be fulfilled instantly by anyone who hears it you see. It can be fulfilled instantly in some sense. You can sympathize with it to the degree that you can enjoy a level of self understanding and begin the practice, but you cannot fulfill it perfectly because energy and attention are not free, because the Atman cannot be equated with Paramatman or Brahman, it is too self involved. It is contracted upon itself. It doesn't enjoy the Siddhi, the freedom where by it may enter into the native equation of individual consciousness and Transcendental Consciousness. So you must endure the process, you must take up the Way. You must go through the hard school of purification, rebalancing and so on, whereby energy and attention are set free.

The ultimate Realization of the Conscious Process requires, as a matter of real preparation, the liberation of attention from the self contraction (or ego-bond), and thus the liberation of attention (or functional consciousness), from bondage to the limiting structures of the three common states--waking, dreaming, and sleeping.

For this reason, the practical discipline of the Way that I Teach involves not only a sequence of preparatory disciplines or phases of the Conscious Process (finally epitomized in the Realization of the Practice as described above), but also a culture of associated secondary or supportive disciplines, all of which may be regarded to be forms of the general practice I call "conductivity."

Apart from the Conscious Process (generated in the form of true prayer, enquiry, recognition, and the first two stages of the Perfect Practice), my devotees also practice a broad spectrum of functional and relational disciplines (relating to general health, diet, sexuality, intimate society, community, and so on). These disciplines, in the midst of the entire culture of devotion, study, and right relationship to the Spiritual Influence of the Adept Spiritual Master, are a secondary but necessary supportive regime of practice that ultimately provides the maturity or free ground for the fulfillment of the Conscious Process.

As I have always indicated, the fulfillment of the Conscious Process requires, as a matter of preparation, the significant development of truly free energy and attention. This means that, for the Conscious Process to fulfill itself in the terms I quoted earlier from The Liberator, energy and attention must be truly and stably free from bondage to the self-contraction in every kind of functional and relational context.

It is the work of the secondary disciplines (or the entire regime of conductivity) to release energy and attention from the ego-bond. Without this supportive exercise, the Conscious Process remains nothing more than a minor psychological and verbal exercise of the waking mind. It is only to the degree that energy and attention are set free by the practical and meditational exercises of conductivity that the Conscious Process can enter profoundly into the Real Source of life and attention.

It is because of the absence of profound practice of supportive disciplines involving total psycho-physical submission into the Life-Current that the Way of the Conscious Process gets reduced to a kind of "talking school" obsession with "consciousness." Many people read and even write books and give lectures about the primacy and freedom of consciousness, as if they could, merely by analyzing consciousness out from the mass of thinking, knowing, and experiencing, achieve the incomparable State of "Jnana," Enlightenment, or Transcendental Realization. But all such talk is the mediocre chat of the waking mind. In order to Realize the Transcendental Truth that Is Consciousness, the entire process of attention must be liberated from functional bondage to the states and functions and emotions and thoughts and relations of the egoic or self-contracted body-mind.

Therefore, I call you not only to consider my Arguments and understand, but to practice that consideration in the form of real disciplines that restore psycho-physical equanimity and liberate energy and attention for the ultimate affair of radical intuition.

The practices of conductivity and the Conscious Process are the responsibility of each individual devotee. But the Way is not merely a matter of self-generating these disciplines. The Way that I Teach (in both its preparatory and mature or ultimate forms) is the Way of "Satsang," or Transcendental Spiritual Communion with the Adept in God (or Reality). The practices of conductivity and the Conscious Process are simply the means whereby individuals enter into that Communion moment to moment. The Adept Spiritual Master provides the Ultimate Means whereby the practices of conductivity and the Conscious Process become fruitful.

It is in the "talking school" of heady non practitioners (or self-contained egos) that we hear so much nonsense about the non-necessity of a Spiritual Master. Of course, the Adept is of no use (except perhaps to write books to feed the ego minds) for those who are self-bound and not interested in the real fulfillment of the Great Way. And there are also many kinds of ego-based, childish, adolescent, merely cultic, and false kinds of approach or attachment to the Adept--and I criticize those inappropriate approaches and attachments more than any of those who merely damn and anathematize the Great Relationship between the devotee and the Adept Spiritual Master. But when the Way is fully understood, valued, and practiced, then-and only then--the Great Relationship is seen to be the Primary Principle of the Way itself.

The Adept Spiritual Master is not merely an independent Realizer of the Truth. The true Adept is a "Siddha," or a Living Agent of Help and Awakening. Thus, beyond the Work of Communicating the Arguments of the Way, the Adept is Present to Transmit the Power of Awakening.

Those who are devotees of the Adept not only "hear" or understand the Teaching Arguments and practice the Conscious Process and the relational and functional disciplines of conductivity, but, by these means, they "see," or enter into Communion with, the Radiant Power of Being Transmitted by, as, and through the Adept. There is no practice of the Way that I Teach apart from such participatory "seeing."

On this basis, the practice of devotees is made fruitful by self-transcending or self surrendered association with the Divine Help and Awakening Power. The Way is not fulfilled by the efforts of the ego, but by the ego's transcending itself in Communion with its Ultimate Help.

Those who are only beginning their association with me in this Way are yet preoccupied with the initial obligation to listen to and hear or understand the Teaching. Therefore, they are also preoccupied with the struggle to adapt to the various disciplines that are their obligation. For these reasons, such people have not yet developed the means of Communion with the Adept's Transmission. And, for them, a formal relationship to me as the Teaching Source is their right form of association with me. But as their practice begins to develop, devotees also begin to "find" me, or Locate the Power of my Spiritual Transmission in their daily lives. For this reason, I make myself available to actual practitioners in various occasions or gatherings devoted to the Magnification of my Transmission.

Those who practice thus in my Company develop over time a sensitivity to my Influence, and, as devotees mature via the stages of practice, they are offered many different kinds of opportunities to enter directly into the sphere of my Influence.

If you will ask mature devotees about the development of their practice in my Company over the years, you will hear countless remarkable and extraordinary stories. Those stories are indicators of how the Radiant Divine Influence has made Itself felt and effective in the case of those who know how to use me. And what is the actual process behind all of those remarkable effects?

As I have told you, when the Adept Awakens into his Function for others, the "Siddhi" or Divine Awakening Power achieves universal Agency. Thereafter, when the Influence of the Adept is contacted via the practice of devotees (or when the Adept makes his Influence effective, spontaneously or at will, in the case of any person or condition), changes begin to occur. The essence of those changes is a Work that purifies, balances, and ultimately Awakens the individual being.

Those who truly practice, and thus cooperate with (rather than resist, or even merely luxuriate in the superficial effects of) the Adept's Transmission, are progressively relieved or purified of the "karmic" (or self-based and habitual) limitations they have accumulated in the functional domain of the body-mind and its relations.

It should be understood that the karmas or habit patterns of every individual are effective at every level: physical, emotional, mental, unconscious, subconscious, conscious, waking, dreaming, and sleeping. And those karmas extend beyond the individual body-mind to include others, objects, and environments on every level, visible (or gross) and invisible (or subtle), known and unknown--past, present, and future. Also, because of the universal effectiveness of the karmic or conditional associations of individual being, it is not at all possible merely to invert upon and identify with the self-essence (the "Atman" or most inner consciousness) and have that be true Transcendental Self-Realization or Enlightenment. The inner self or "Atman" is not identical to the Transcendental Self ("Paramatman" or "Brahman") unless it is Realized to be Such. (Just as "Nirvana" and "samsara" are not identical until they are Realized to be So.) And such Realization is not at all possible until the individual or self-bound consciousness has first been transcended through the real discipline of practice.

Transcendental Realization requires, as a prerequisite, the purificatory release of karmic accumulations, or the tendencies of attention that limit and suppress the ability of attention to Locate its Ultimate Source-Condition. Therefore, the ultimate fulfillment of the Way (which is to "Be Conscious as the Feeling of Being and Realize that It Is Radiant Happiness") requires, as a matter of preparation, the purification or release of attention from the self-bond, the stable development of true psycho-physical equanimity (or full responsibility for self-transcendence), and the magnification of free energy and attention.

The Adept Spiritual Master Works spontaneously for devotees as a Free Agent that Serves both the initial or preparatory process (of purification, self-transcendence, equanimity, and free energy and attention) and the ultimate process of Transcendental Awakening that follows naturally upon and even always coincides with every stage of such preparation. Therefore, when I regard my devotees, or when I sit with them in Transcendental Communion (whether I am physically near or far from them), I Magnify the Purifying, Liberating, and Awakening Power to them, each and all.

As devotees progressively develop and mature in their practice, the Power in my Company acts directly and effectively to prepare them and to Awaken them. This is shown by many kinds of evidence in life and meditation, and there are at least many hundreds of individuals thus far who can attest to this. The Awakening Effect is affirmed even by those who first study the literature of my Teaching. Likewise, all the Effects that serve to purify, to release the self-contraction, to create equanimity, and to release energy and attention can be testified to by many who have practiced this Way in my Company for years or even months.

The process whereby these Effects are Demonstrated is directly associated with the unique daily life and meditation of each devotee. Each day, unique tendencies, associations, and conditions of life and meditation appear in the case of each devotee. When those tendencies, associations, and conditions are combined with real practice (in the forms of conductivity and the Conscious Process) and brought into the sphere of Communion with the Adept in God (or Reality), a purifying, harmonizing, liberating, and Awakening Force is brought into the context of the moment--and this Event produces all kinds of transformative changes, both ordinary and extraordinary or profound. In this manner, the various karmic accumulations or habitual limitations of each true devotee are gradually lifted off and absorbed or eliminated by my Agency.

My own Work in this regard is a spontaneous Siddhi that has always been Alive in me, but I accepted full responsibility for It in relation to others only after the Event in the Vedanta Temple. Then the Signs of Its Operation began to Move and Oblige me toward others for the sake of their Awakening, and I began to Teach. Over the years since then, I have entered spontaneously and freely into all kinds of relations with people in order to allow this Siddhi to do Its Work without limitation. As a result, the Great Way has now been fully Communicated anew, and devotees and I practice the Siddhi of our Great Relationship even at great distances. It is a Marvel of Divine Grace which few are able to value and understand.

And so I call you to practice this Way in my Company. I call you to understand, surrender, and transcend yourself in Divine Company, free of the conceits of egoity. If you do this, then all of the obvious and also hidden content of manifest consciousness will gradually rise up to your attention--and each portion of it will be inspected and released in your own case. When all of that content has been drawn up and released, then attention will stand bare in you, and all of the energies of your manifest being will be free to collect in the locus of the right side of the heart. Then, and only then, your own consciousness will be free to Identify with the Transcendental Consciousness, which is prior to the body-mind and all of Nature.

Therefore, do not think you can "take Heaven by storm." The mere "I" thought is not now an indicator of the Great One. The "I" is Narcissus-more than a thought, but a profoundly complex pattern of destiny. You must first transcend the complex "I" through real practice of the self transcending Way. And I am always Present to Help you Awaken from your sleep, your dreams, and your waking conceits. That Awakening, in the midst of the hard school of self-transcendence, and in the constant swoon of Transcendental Communion, is the Conscious Process that I Teach. 

If you are thinking, the separate "I" is already the basic presumption of your existence. But if there is simply bodily activity, or bodily existing, the separate "I" is not necessarily presumed and operative.

The Secret of God-Realization is in the transcendence of the separate "I," which is the conceptual reflection of the contraction of the total body-mind into separation from the All Pervading Transcendental Identity (or Divine Self Condition) and withdrawal into confinement by the illusion of independence as a limited, defined, and knowable psycho-physical self.

The Western Way (or the Way of Divine Ignorance) is a process of self-transcendence, or ecstasy, generated in the specific terms of the seven basic stages of human adaptation, growth, and transcendence. Each stage presumes various disciplines of a personal, moral, and evolutionary kind. But these are secondary to the fundamental or Conscious Process at each stage. The Conscious Process is the process which is generated from or at the most fundamental level of awareness itself. And, at each stage, that process is generated as intuitive understanding and immediate transcendence of the self-contraction (or the suggestion of independence and limitation that arises every moment as experience, or the states of the body mind).

The fundamental consciousness does not create or generate experience. Rather, experience is an apparent modification of the fundamental consciousness. Psycho-physical states are nothing more than electronic fabrications made by a seeming transformation of the fundamental consciousness or Radiant Being. If psycho-physical existence is, in any moment, presumed via identification with the body-mind in itself, then experience, thought, and action become a drama of self-seeking in the midst of mortal and absurd threats to existence. However, if, in any moment, the self-contraction of the body-mind is transcended, even physical existence is Realized to be a transparent moment of Immortal Divine Existence.

The various expressions of the Conscious Process that appear in each of the stages of the spiritual Way are all moments of the same process of self-transcendence, ecstasy in the Divine, or transcendence of the contracting, limiting, and defining power of psycho-physical experience. If in any moment you simply indulge patterns of mental and physical experience, you fall into the moods and limits of Narcissus, the separated and threatened self. If, however, the Conscious Process is generated in the instant of the arising patterns of body-mind, both mind and body are transcended in Divine Communion, or Inherence in the Divine Condition.

In each moment in which the Conscious Process is generated, states of mind and body become open and transparent, and there is only the direct intuition of the Real Condition, which is always already the case, whatever seems to be arising as experience in any moment.

In the initial stage of spiritual practice, the Conscious Process takes the basic form of simple emotional surrender of the body-mind into the Radiant Divine, Who "lives" the body-mind and the world. This simple practice (commonly associated with the surrender of attention into the Divine via the Name), when associated with basic personal and moral disciplines, makes possible the transition from the merely vital and lower mental adaptations of the first three stages of life to the heartfelt disposition of self-surrender, which characterizes the fourth stage of life and all later stages.

The simple practices of surrender and Remembrance are to be engaged within a pattern of daily formal devotional exercises, but such formal exercises are themselves to provide a base of concentration from which the Conscious Process of surrender and Remembrance is exercised more and more as a constant or moment to moment activity. And in any moment that the Conscious Process is exercised, the conventional pattern of mere identification with and indulgence of states of mind and body is interrupted. Instead of merely thinking and acting as a search for fulfillment and release of self, the fundamental being is, in this manner, involved in self-transcending Communion with the Radiant Divine. Therefore, as maturity in this Conscious Process develops over time, a positive equanimity begins to characterize the body-mind. Obsessive thinking dissolves in the profound Fullness of Radiant Being. And the bodily individual becomes spontaneously active as a direct expression of the Divine Life-Impulse. As such, the body becomes a form of Light, or Life-Radiance, expressed as a harmonious economy, full of love, bliss, and delight.

When such maturity begins to acquire the body mind, the verbal aspect of prayer in the fourth stage of life begins to be naturally transcended. The Name gives way to tacit Communion, and the struggle with personal and moral disciplines is replaced by easeful responsibility and equanimity. Then the devotee is ready to enter the esoteric order of the Church, wherein the Conscious Process and the evolutionary practices of higher human growth develop in new ways.

The Secret of practice is this: In every moment, instead of merely thinking and acting, engage the Conscious Process. If you do this moment to moment, the self-contraction will be constantly transcended, the mind will become deeper than thought, and bodily existence and activity will become balanced and spontaneous.

Of course, moment to moment exercise of the Conscious Process is not natural or possible at the beginning, but as you mature and become stable in regular and daily formal practice, the Conscious Process will extend itself more and more easily into all the moments of ordinary experience.

Don't punish yourself with practice. Develop your understanding through study, and gradually and progressively adapt to the personal, moral, and formal exercises. Do it simply, easily, from the heart, and you will inevitably grow beyond yourself.

The Early Stages

The earliest stages of the practice of this Way in my Company, are associated with changes that serve the dredging up of the contents of Narcissus, the purification of attention from its tendencies, the establishment of psycho physical equanimity, and the freeing of energy and attention. This is the content of the spiritual process in its earliest stages. The process is also associated with a fundamental intuition based on hearing and seeing, of the Transcendental Condition. you live in communion with that in life, meditation and the relationship to the Adept. But that communion is not equal to Realization in the most perfect sense. It is only so when this original work has fulfilled itself. You must use the influence of the Adept for the sake of this purification, rebalancing and liberation of energy and attention.

Its at the extreme point of maturity, in the fulfillment of the practice in level is of the esoteric order that the transition to the seventh stage of life is possible. In that event the Company of the Adept becomes a force of full Awakening, most radical awakening, beyond all the effects of purification, balancing and liberation of energy and attention. So, the company of the Spiritual Master should be valued for the sake of this change, for the sake of these changes, as well as for the sake of Awakening. You are responsible for the various forms of your practice, the forms of conductivity and the Conscious Process, that are the means whereby you can enter into My Company.

Anyone can be in the same room with me, presuming they're allowed into the house. But, it is only by means of hearing and practicing that you can enter into My Spiritual Company, that you can enter into the sphere of this transmission. And its only by continuing to practice, and to practice in the most profound sense, that this transmission can be effective, can truly become purification, balancing and the freeing of energy and attention. So its only by submission to the process in my Company, remaining involved more and more profoundly, with more and more responsibility, that the Way in my Company becomes ultimately Awakening.

The whole affair of practice, which ultimately becomes Awakening, is what I call the Conscious Process truly. The Conscious Process cannot be reduced therefore to the exercises that go into the name of the Conscious Process. The Conscious Process is really the entire Way, including secondary means. This is a Great Relationship, which is so highly and rightly valued in the traditions because it serves this purpose that I'm describing. You don't need the Spiritual Master beyond a point, if your only use of the Spiritual Master is to acquire the Teaching Argument. So you don't need the company of the Spiritual Master apart from reading his books, or hearing him give discourses. Unless you are going to practice. Once you practice, once you've entered into the life of practice, and real meditation, then you've entered into the company of the Spiritual Master as Siddha. And there is no alternative to that help. There's no other source of that kind of help, no other source than the Living Agency.

in the case of rare individuals, that living Agency may be brought concretely, but not through the apparent agency of another human being. But such individuals are rare. And they still enter into the sphere of Help. it is simply given outside the agency of grossly manifest human being. It may be given through through the help of a deceased Adept, or some discarnate source of some kind or another. Or it may even be given directly from the Eternal Source itself. But individuals who can make use of help in that form are very rare. In any case, those who enter into the company of the incarnate Spiritual Master are making use of that same kind of help. They're not merely submitting themselves to an arbitrary other human being. They are submitting themselves to that Divine or Transcendental Help. And it is made available to them through the Agency of incarnate Adepts. And a specific incarnate Adept in the case of every practicing devotee.

So, for those who practice, there is no question but that the Company of the True Adept, the Siddha is essential for the fulfillment of the Way, and is not possible to enter into the Enlightened condition without the Help of Transcendental Agency. In most cases, that Agency magnified through an incarnate Siddha. So individuals, devotees must not only hear my arguments, and develop the practice of conductivity and the conscious process, they must cultivate their relationship with me. They just locate me. They must learn how to find my influence. They must learn how to associate with it, how to relate to it, how to stay with it and so on. It is not an it, it is an I, it is the Transcendental Being. It is the Transcendental Person of the Adept. It is necessary for devotees to learn how to cultivate this relationship altogether in spiritual terms. On some level it is necessary to cultivate this relationship at the human level. Cause I really exist in human terms. Its necessary therefore to align yourself to me through real practice, to align yourself to me by participation in the culture and community of devotees, to come into my company through the occasions in various means and opportunities that are provided. Its necessary at some stage to come into my personal Company. You must cultivate this relationship by entering into my Company rightly. You don't cultivate this relationship through flattery and various means you might use to shuffle up to a president or a king, or something like that you see. You must learn how to cultivate a sheerly spiritual relationship.

The way to do that is to practice most fundamentally, and to bring that practice into the framework of human life with devotees, your life in the world, and into your human association with me, in what ever form of direct or indirect human association you have with me. In other words to everything necessary and appropriate to enter into my influence, the sphere of this communion. And do not do anything that suppresses or distorts or deviates from such communion.

This is not a childish responsibility, this is an ultimate human responsibility. It requires great responsibility, great maturity in spiritual and human terms.

DEVOTEE: Master, you said a few moments ago that at some stage it was necessary to come into your human company. It that because there aren't true devotees yet?

MASTER: No, even if there are true devotees, and presumably there are true devotees at some level of practice, its simply necessary in the mature stages of practices to spend time in retreat in my company personally. were I can know you, see you, and so on. From time to time I make myself available to practitioners at the Mountain of Attention or some such place. And there I may be available not only to strictly mature practitioners in the esoteric order, but members of the Crazy Wisdom Fellowship. In the past, even everyone who was involved in our community has some kind of opportunity here and there to enter into my physical company, or to enter into my company in the tangible form in which its manifested in certain places I've empowered. This is also an opportunity and something to which individuals are welcomed only once they have achieved a certain level of maturity.

So those who are practicing in the esoteric order they should be given the opportunity to come into my physical company, to come to the Hermitage and so on, or to come to, at least various sitting occasions with me wherever I might be available. Apart from that, everyone who has taken on the discipline of this Way, even in the Free Communion Church, is welcome to come and sit with me.

In earlier times I was more likely to spend time with anyone, even sheer beginners, even people who hadn't even really begun. Because I was working to develop this Teaching and community and so on. Now I'm less likely to do anything like that. But it still is important for people at a mature stage of this practice, to have contact with me on retreats and so on, at my Hermitage. Hopefully, before I'm done, before my lifetime is over, the various means necessary for this transmission into the future, including the development of mature practitioners and Awakened Devotees in the seventh stage of life. This would enable the Transmission to be active and would not depend on my physical presence. At that level my physical absence will not destroy the threat of this transmission.

Even then it should be presumed to be appropriate to keep my body in a samadhi site, for the sake of this transmission. It should be presumed that this transmission will continue through my Agency, even after my death. Because spiritual Agency, once its established, doesn't come to an end with physical death. But I will be functioning through the tangible Agency of those who are in this plane, capable of receiving it. And they won't even have any particular sense necessarily of having some association with me in a subtle form, an astral form, that looks like I did during life and so on. But the Siddhi itself will remain obvious to them, continue to be obvious to them as it had during my lifetime, and the cycle will not be interrupted. But in those days, there should be all kinds of Agency, Sanctuaries, Empowered places, a fully developed Community, a fully developed Institution, educational and cultural Institution. There should be be hermitages, places of retreat. There should be devotees, in significant numbers practicing in the mature stages. There should be a community of devotees practicing in the seventh stage of life. If those things existed, then the necessity for the physical presence of the Spiritual Master has become obsolete. Until that time, the work that the Adept does in the form of his physical existence, or through the medium of his physical existence is necessary and essential. And if there are going to be some who enter into the seventh stage of life, they must at some point begin to have direct personal association with me.

RAMANA Maharshi

I mention him at the end of this essay, "The mere "I" though is not now an indicator of the Great One". The "I" is Narcissus, more than a thought, but a profoundly complex pattern of destiny. Now perhaps this would remind you of the teaching of Ramana Maharshi, who recommended to people, simply to concentrate on the "I" thought and observe and intuit the consciousness, or the condition in which that is arising. Well, for him, this made complete sense. For him the whole force of egoity, the whole force of the "I" had been transcended. And from the Advaitic point of view, the "I" thought is a pointer to the Atman, which is ultimately identical to the Paramatman, or Brahman.

In the case of lesser teachers, the recommendation to concentrate upon the source of the "I" thought would be considered to be a perfectly and sufficient recommendation, sufficient for instant enlightenment, Maharshi was not a fool, you see. He knew full well that the ordinary individual, concentrating on the "I" thought, feeling into, or intuiting its source, was still ego bound. So therefore he presumed that this method was a sadhana, a lifetime practice, that would gradually dissolve the force of the ego. In other words he didn't belong to the talking school. He didn't mean to concentrate on the "I" thought, see that consciousness underneath that and realize that's Atman, that's Puja Brahman, that's Brahman and now you're enlightened, now go and be enlightened, you see. No. That wasn't his sense of teaching. But rather he followed the traditional Advaitic approach in the general structuring of his philosophy. He knew full well that the ego is a great force, and that the "I" is the ego.

But from his Advaitic point of view, he thought a good technique for people, instead of fulfilling the motivations of the ego, the motivations of the "I", to constantly fall back from the activity, and rest in the Atman. Doing this over time, would purify the "I", undermine the ego, dissolve the ego. And eventually this meditation would become self-realization. So it is implicit in his teaching that the ego must be transcended. He's not a representative of the talking school.

Also you should understand the Maharshi did not presume the role of a teacher. People asked him what he had realized, and what was it all about, and how could they realize it and so forth. And he spoke in the terms he did. He didn't elaborate beyond that, all of the kinds of associated means and processes and so on, which would have to be communicated to people, if your going to presume the role of a Siddha in their company, or counteract a total teaching for their benefit.

Now I'm aware of the fundamental truth associated with Advaitism, and the teaching of Ramana Maharshi. I'm also aware of the implicit realities that are behind this Advaitic recommendation. Those implicit realities or realities of the ego, are there to be undone, there to be overcome. They can't be overlooked. You cannot reduce the Advaitic recommendation to the academic or logical exercise of the talking school. And therefore I have elaborated a complete teaching, that involves all of the kinds of disciplines that must necessarily be associated with life and practice if the ego, the force of "I", the force of Narcissus is to be transcended. And I have established this practice in my company, and have accepted the role of the Siddha in your company. So this produces a much more elaborate culture of practice that is suggested in Mararashi's company, and is altogether outside the kind of mediocrity that belongs to the talking school.

But to consider further the implications of this notion that you can trace the "I" thought back to its source - in the case of the beginner, the ego-bound individual, as I've said here, the "I" thought is not merely a thought. It is the name for a whole complex of existence. The "I" thought exists only in the plane of waking consciousness. What about the rest of it? It exists subconscious, unconscious, walking, dreaming and sleeping, bodily, emotionally, and so on.

Merely to trace the "I" thought and feel the consciousness behind it, is not to be self-realized, transcendentally self-realized it is perhaps in Advaitic terms, to begin a kind of exercise that should be associated with a whole life of disciplines and profound practice, in which everything that is "I" would be transcended, and the Atman would cease to be merely this individuated consciousness.

What you must enter into through this conscious process, is not merely the consciousness behind thought. That is simply attention. And attention is the fundamental, or ground mechanism of Narcissus or the ego, as it says at the beginning of this essay, quoting from The Liberator: "Be Consciousness as the feeling of Being, and Realize that it is Radiant Happiness." This ultimate intuition breaks beyond the framework of manifest consciousness. It breaks beyond the framework of attention, mere attention. It is associated with the most profound intuition. It is not like a thought in any sense then. And it is not like attention standing off here, next to objects, viewing whatever may seem to be arising, witnessing whatever may seem to be arising. It is more to be likened to feeling. It is formless, centerless. It is not something separate, or separable from objects. It is not interior. It is not self-conscious in the conventional sense. What's behind the "I" thought is merely attention. What must be realized that is far beyond the "I", is the feeling or Condition of Being.

Transcendental Consciousness is the consciousness of this feeling of Being, mere Being, Being without qualification. The Being that is the Condition, not only of the conscious self, but of all of its objects, all of nature. When we've entered into that condition of Being, when our consciousness is that fullness of being, then we realize that it is Happiness, Self-Radiant Love-Bliss. It is the Substance of the universe. It is That to which Maharshi points in his considerations. It is That to which the Advaitic tradition ultimately points. It is That to which the Buddhist tradition points. In fact, it is That toward which all traditions are pointing. But apart from the Realization of it, all kinds of lesser conceptions and perceptions and senses of it may substitute for enlightenment.

And so you cannot take heaven by storm. There is no method of immediate self-analysis that is equivalent to Enlightenment. Self-observation, self-knowing, self-transcendence is a lifelong exercise. It never comes to an end. It is always going on, always developing, there's nothing instant about it.

The ego that is behind the "I" thought. Its not the Transcendental Self. The Self is Realized.

Maharshi really enquired of everyone, "Who, who, who, who?" Well, he said yes, "concentrate on the 'I' thought. Well, who is aware of the 'I' thought?" Well, its the ego that's aware of the "I" thought. Its the individual consciousness. That's not the end of it. He would again say: "Who? Find out who." Well; if you persist in that, that becomes a whole life of discipline. It even becomes the life of submission to the influence of the Adept, quite naturally, quite spontaneously.

And that in fact is what occurred in the case of his true devotees. And that is a form of the ultimate question. Who is it ultimately that you are? Who are you arising within? In whom is all of this arising, you see. But its not a question with an immediate answer. Its not really a problem to find this out. It is a process. It is found out through a process of self-transcendence. His questions are indicators of it. They are queries to help people become oriented toward the profundity of self-transcendence. And he had his peculiar way of doing these things. And as I said, did not presume the role of the teacher in the fullest sense, did not feel obliged to communicate a total teaching.

He appeared within the context of traditional Indian society. For those who weren't ready to be awakened very directly in his company, he presumed they would just go elsewhere, they'd find countless numbers of teachings, and teachers and means and so forth. He was simply certain that ultimately, all these ways would fulfill themselves in Transcendental Self-Realization. So his considerations are limited to this fundamental query, this fundamental suggestion that what you must discover is the Condition in which the self is arising. But to discover that condition, you must transcend the self, not merely ask yourself a question, not merely invert upon attention itself, because attention is the ego. The "I" thought like any other thought arises to the ego. The ego is what must be transcended. Merely to put attention on the consciousness in which the "I" thought is arising, is not to realize the Transcendental Being. It is to make a gesture toward realization. If you made that gesture those means, ultimately you would break through the egoic limit, the illusion that's associated with attention. That is a profound complete, if if occupied the whole of your life, then by all of process. Now we do not ... we consider the same truth, this Realization, we do not consider it in the context of a traditional society, with a long history of involvement with the quest for Transcendental Realization.

And I have accepted the role of Teacher, the role of the Siddha in the company of devotees. So I have assumed the obligation to communicate the Way fully, and to communicate its in the company of those who will practice it, you see. So there is a difference between my historical role and the historical role of Maharshi and many others, as there was a difference between Maharshi and his historical role and all kinds of other teachers.

The same ultimate truth is realized by all free Adepts, and they communicate it in a particular fashion in their time and place. Some aren't very communicative, some communicate in part only, some assume the role of the Adept or Siddha in relation to devotees, and some do not. Some function as the Siddha without accepting the role of the Siddha. They are the Siddha by virtue of Realization, and for those who somehow or other develop a real practice, they make use of that though the Adept assumes no personal responsibility. In your case there's no ambiguity about it however. I make this Teaching plain, I've communicated all the details of its practice, I accept this role in relationship to you, I've explained to you all of the aspects of the process that takes place in my company, and therefore its up to you, without any ambiguity, to practice it as you will. If you will, then the kind of process that I've just described in this essay, will develop in your case, and you will see all the signs of it. If you will not take it on, in the forms indicated in this essay and elsewhere, then you may in some fashion be attached to this Institution and this community, even have some familiarity with me, but this does not necessarily mean that the process described here will take place. The process required your responsibility, for hearing and developing the means of practice, which constantly, moment to moment bring you into the sphere of my Influence. And you must maintain that responsibility always, not merely occasionally when I happen to be sitting with you, or when you happen to be in my company, or when your in meditation or when you feel good, or when you feel bad, but always you must develop the full force of this profound practice.

A fundamental aspect of the Way is the progressive recognition of the Spiritual Master. In other words entering into that Company, the sphere of the Spiritual Master's Influence more and more profoundly. By entering into more and more profound levels of recognition of the Spiritual Master, beginning with obvious acknowledgment of the Spiritual Master, as a Living Master, but then going on to recognize and locate the Spiritual Master as Siddha, as Siddhi, as that Influence, which is directly present to every practicing devotee, in every moment, not merely in occasions of being in the Spiritual master's human company, or being in meditation, of being in an empowered place, or being in the community and so on, but always. Those who truly practice begin to locate and recognize and acknowledge this Influence in every moment of life and meditation. it is always available. It is a matter of turning to it, of acknowledging it, recognizing it, locating it, making your practice into communion with that Influence. Therefore allowing that Influence to transform the conditions of existence that are arising from hour to hour, moment to moment, not only in meditation, but in daily life. In daily life all kinds of changes occur, all kinds of moods, all kinds of circumstances, physical, emotional and mental states, relations, changes in relations and so forth. Those are just as much within the sphere of Transcendental Influence, as any of the activities that occur in the subjective realm of meditation. Therefore these also, you will discover, remarkably, are constantly being changed, in various ways by this influence.

The Influence, or Siddhi that you have entered into is the Power and Being in which all of nature is arising. And therefore it has its effect on all of the apparently objective conditions of your existence, just as it has an effect upon the subjective conditions. So in daily life, you notice this influence making changes, if your sensitive and really practicing in this company, in both the subjective and objective levels of your existence. In meditation, you notice this influence more in terms of the subjective changes and the effects this Influence has on you immediate personal experience, you physical, emotional, mental states, and those kinds of states that may arise in meditation.

You should also begin to notice how this Influence is operative beyond the waking state, in dreams, in sleeping, in every moment of existence. There is a tradition in which Adepts have asked devotees, usually advanced devotees, to to to sleep at night, with the intention of entering into the Spiritual Master's company. Sometimes this instruction is given in very specific detail, to go to sleep with the intention in the astral or dream form, to go to a specific location, usually the Communion Hall, or the place of residence of the Spiritual Master, with full visual expression and so on, during the dreaming time. Also with the intention in the sleep state, to be entered into communion with the Transcendental Condition and presence of the Spiritual Master, or the Consciousness, or Being that is the Adept and the Divine.

Well, devotees over the years, frequently report random, unintentional experiences of this kind. Similar experiences in fact occur even during waking hours, various kinds of visionary experiences, of seeing me in the meditation hall, or having some vision of me and so forth, in a moment of activity. These are reported by people. they also report all kinds of extraordinary dreams. Now these dreams in general do not have anything to do with me in the sense that I am personally, at the level of my human mind and so on, aware that you are having these dreams, although I very often am aware of them. But the fact that somebody has a dream in which I appear to them, does not necessarily mean that I would be able to tell them the next day that I was aware of it. I may or may not be aware of it. Or I may be aware of it in a difference form. Or I may be aware of it in the same form. But most of the time I wouldn't be aware of it, there would be no reflection in my waking mind of it. But this does not mean that the experience if false. It can be falsified by the individual who just uses it for his own self-glamouriation, to console him or herself so they can feel they're had some profound experience. But generally the essential content of such dreams is a feeling of entering into this communion, and something about the meaning of the dream, will generally have some pertinence, some significance that is real and appropriate enough, worth remembering, worth allowing to have some effect on you whenever it will.

Therefore since this possibility exists, some people might try this. You should feel free to try this. These gatherings we have on celebration occasions are something like this. People gather in Centers and various parts of the world, at the same time I'm sitting here with you all. And they prepare themselves through the devotional occasion, and use my photograph as a way of associating with me. They are literally tuning into me, allowing themselves to enter into the sphere of my Influence, personally. During meditation, or perhaps in dreams, or some other visions afterwards, they may have some sense of coming to some place where I'm sitting with them and so forth. During that time of meditation, they may have visions of it, of my being in the room with them, or them being in a room some place or other with me.

In other words the psyche may function automatically to create some sort of association with me that's tangible. Whether or not that tangible association has anything directly to do with my actual physical location or not. It is simply a, it is simply something that adds a dimension to the whole force of their alignment to me.

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